38830.) i feel like nobody wants to be around me anymore. i'm a nice person, i smile, i laugh at peoples jokes even when they aren't funny, i give advice, i listen to people. sometimes i wish people could be this way towards me as well. i don't see why it's so hard, i don't see the trouble in waving or smiling in the halls. or even listening to me speak. i don't understand why people can't do simply acts of kindness, it makes my day so much brighter just to see a friend look into my eyes and smile.